My Bassakward Group

My Bassakward Group

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

so that didn't work

what was i thinking....when a dozen people tell you that you should not take a job...please listen because they evidently know something that you don't know....i am unemployed by the grace of God right now...I am happy to be out of that hell hole that will remain anonymous....why did i ever think that a social worker...a lowly social worker could change anything...why did i go and put my heart into something that was already having a coronary itself....those of you who know me and where i have been are shaking your heads yes and probably laughing at me...so anyway....i have realized that i have done just about all that i want to do as a social worker...i have a few things on my bucket list to do, but being the highest paid lbsw is not one of them anymore...just saying....like a brick fell on my head and i realized it is not the money i need it is the satisfaction that i held someone's hand today, i wiped a tear, i made someone smile with some goofy thing i said, i held the hand of a daughter who was watching her mother die, i called the priest for a man that was having alot of problems....that is what i need....my reward will come later....if my mouth will just stay shut....

love to all....

2 comments:

Irritable Mother said...

Ahhhh. Keeping the mouth shut is a tall order. *wink*
RYC - I haven't heard the story. Do tell!

TROJAN BEAR said...

You can find your reward in the littlest things. If you are working in God's will, then you will find peace in whatever you are doing!